The voices
Bashing my head against the wall creating and in dent every time I hit harder and harder. The voices telling me hit to harder. Forcing myself up I walk to away telling myself not to let them
control me! Pulling every bone in body up the stairs as if we're dog.
Managing to force myself up the stairs and to my bedroom I sit and cry on my bed. The voices pull me up to feet Grabbing a glass bottle I smash it against a wall and slide it into my wrist.
I wake up to the sound of beeping I am in hospital chained to my bed but wait why am I chained to my bed I must mental asylum. Hello dear a pale nurse appears in the doorway what are you going to eat today I responded do I even have a choice?
Well no she said well here some steak. By the way you will be transferred to the padded room soon.
What! Why am I here what did I do to you! It is time for you shock treatment dear the nurse yells in my ear what is this? I cry 1938? This is no time to be stressing out dear she says camley. This is illegal! You are a criminal! I yell you know you are! You ready it will only feel like a pinch she replied no I scream.
I felt as if someone had ripped out my brain and put I back in again over and over she shocked me as if It were a game so hun what do you think can you still the voices of course? She said annoyingly of course I can I yell and scream okay ready 3 2 1 shocks begin again. Foolishly I kick and scream she begins to spin the wheel further up open making the shocks bigger and badder.
Finally on hocking the machine she wheels me into the padded room and locks me in it try throw myself against the door but I am too weak tears begin to flood down my face. Voices begin to flood my head as if I were a river finally I hear voice I have never heard before the voices I croaky and low and telling me stand pulling myself up it finally speaks again. The scuffing of shoes flood the room when a doctor comes in he must of been the voice.
Come on out Chelsea the doctor yelled as if I were millions of miles away I slowly walk out. Just wait there I just need to get your flies I run for my life. Rushing to my nearest exit. When two nurses slide in blocking my exit I step back getting ready prounce at my pray I push them into a wall and run for my life. I sprint out suddenly to police come out of nowhere I try and fight them off put I am to week the drag my back in threw the doors.
I see the doctor from before holding my files and look at me confused and disappointed. I see to young girls holding hand glaring at me everybody is looking at me if feels as if burning holes with their glares. Tears flood my face all I want is to just go back home. Suddenly the throw me into the padded room again. The doctor looks at me and says I am sorry you are here. Look a fourteen year old should not be here. Why are you here because I hear voices I mumble what do they tell you to do he asks slowly the tell me to kill myself oh I can help you.
Have you read my files? Oh yes I said you tried bleed yourself to deaf sounds lovely He says sarcastically don't I cry on sorry I just could not help my self. Oh it’s okay just still get over it. Oh come out Chelsea thanks I reply please do not do shock terment on me again. What! Wait did someone do shock terment on you!? Yes nurs Jesse did. While we will have to get rid of her! How long will take to help me? I ask not long he replied so do not worry about it then he yells.
Why am I here I just to leave. This mental asylum? he ask
No this plant I yell! The voices have taken over now I yell.
Chelsea stop! The doctor yells he pulls me up. To my feet it’s coming soon I whisper What coming! He ask I am back I whisper sorry so is it that bad? Um you said some pretty weird!
But you're not too bad I think you must have schizophrenia
I want to go home please let me out I whisper okay he whispers.
Tonight I will pretend I am taking you to see your family I then I will remove your files okay thank you so much by the way never caught your name I whisper doctor Jem he whispered back. Look I will have to pretend to throw you back in cell. Okay I whisper. I start pretend to go crazy. I start kicking and screaming.
It’s 12:00 at night I sit waiting for my freedom. Doctor Jem comes out you ready. He cuffs my arms I am just taking Chelsea to see her parents okay here you go Mr Jem a pale nurse hands him a key. We slowly walk out the door he begins to un cuff me. I jump into the car.
It’s 2:00 in the morning I am finally home I say goodbye to doctor Jem I know this is the last time I will see him. l look at the sky for the last time I walk towards dads shed. I pushed the dusty door open and walk in. I unlock dads safe and pull out one of his gun. I pull it up to my head the voices are gone I’m gone.
